poetically pathetic

rempit!!!!

2006-06-03T19:45:00.000-07:00

its been almost 1 month since i last updated. sorie guys...was bz as u all noe im working alreadi as pizza hut rider.

neway....yesterdae i almost lost control my bike because peng giler babi until my footrest hits the ground. when my footrest hits the ground, the bike immediately wobble. but lucky im skill..so get to control the bike back. haha!! ou well...ckp nk jadi racer...haha!! so if one day u all got d bad news bout me jgn b shocked k...haha!!! wanna be mat rempit....i see malaysia rempit...power sey....wheelie satu2 lame giler...

kk...at last im gng to show u my bike....but lom modified...tunggu dapat gaji..den modified giler babi...ders like so many things i wanna do dat i dunnoe which one to start..haha!!

Sayang....i love u sooooo much!!!! muackz!

2006-05-10T09:27:00.000-07:00

sayang.....plz dun feel bad....plz...n plz dun b sorie....u always b forgiven...syg..i love u soo much!!! i miss u so much rite now....haiz....sayang....plz..dun ever feel bad k....

neway sayang...thnx for d notes....so swit...i cried juz now when read d notes...hehe!! very swit...love u so much!! muackz!

looking forward to mit u next week....sayang...haf a nice trip k. haf fun der :) .....

kk....till now k....

Waiting for her call....

2006-05-09T18:39:00.000-07:00

okie...its been quite a while since i last update.

hmm....haiz...yesterdae was waiting my gal to call me..but she nvr call..haiz....gif me false hope je....den today oso dunnoe whether mit ke tk....haiz....jumpe da susah....call pon susah....haiz....

neway....this friday im gng pulau ubin. while my gal gng KL. haiz.....im gng to miss her......haf a safe trip dear.....this friday gng pulau ubin wif my frens...go fishing n slacking lah.....gonna thon der n be back on saturday.....

klah.....i dunnoe wats moe to update.....so ciao...

1 mnth anniversary n d most happiest day

2006-05-04T08:00:00.000-07:00

This is d gift i gave to my syg...hope she likes it...spend 2 hrs on it...
this is the close view.....i noe its sucks....but i did it last min...as our anniversary gift.

okie....firstly....i wud like to say happy 1 mnth anniversary to both of us syg....hehe!! was so happy dat i get to mit her juz now....hehe!! but now....sedih...rindu plak....miss her....haiz...bile lah kite mit lagi.....haiz...

neway...guess wad?! i got my bike license readi..woohoo!!! tk lame lagi kluarkan moto ar....waahaha!! syg!!! u wud b d first gal i tumpang excluding my mom n sis....hehe!! neway..dun worry k dear....i tk tumpang pompan lain k...u je bole....hehe!! kk...later when i buy my bike readi...i'll put d picture in dis blog...

klah...i think i better b gng..im fucking tired n sleepy...

Slacking At Civic Plaza Mcdonald.....

2006-05-02T10:00:00.000-07:00

hmm....wat m i looking at sey....neway,do i look like matrep wif piercing?

okie...todae ders nothing interesting to talk about....after skul, went to Civic Plaza Mc....our usual slacking place. haha!! so slack der till 6.30 like dat....didnt do much der too....eat, smoke n chat....dats all we do everytime we slack. haha!!

neway...todae i went to skul wearing 3/4 jeans, black shirt n my new black shoes. haha!! guess wad ppl sae when dey saw me wearing like dat....dey say i look cute n like small boy like dat....waahaha!! aiyo...small boy sey kenek...haha!! ingat pakai punkrock okie lar..skali dorg ckp mcm small boy..but i dun care....dey sae i look cute....wahaha!! wee!!! :p

klah...im fucking sleepy now....tml no skul...but tired ar...need to catch some rest...

yea!!!!!!!!!!!!! tml miting my gal....weeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :p miss u lots sey syg.....muackz!!!

Where'd you go? i miss u so..

2006-04-29T09:35:00.000-07:00

Where'd you go?

I miss you so

Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone

(taken from where'd you go by fort minor)

haiz....im feeling so lonely and sad.....MISSING her sooooo much.....was hoping she wud call and mit todae.....but she didn't call....haiz....ou well....ders nothing i cud do but juz be patient and b strong...actually was nt in d mood to update but because of boredness lead me to updating. damn! totally not in d mood to do anything....feeling so sad dat i wanted to go now n juz cry myself out....

kk...short update bout todae...was waiting for her to call till 4.30 like dat...but der was no call...so dcided to follow my family go shopping....went shopping...spent 500 bucks in one day...haha!! i get to buy a pair of shoe dat cost 100+ bucks...hehe!! ders sum other stuff dat i get too....hehe!!my mother pay pe...so okie ar...haha!!dats all i did for todae ar...shop..shop...more shop....hehe!!

klah....nt in d fucking mood to continue...eventhough i get d stuff dat i want, im still feeling fucking sad......MISSES her soo much....if she only knew how much i miss her.....haiz.....if it wasn't love, i wud juz leave....but then...because i love her soo much....i wud face and do anything for her....no matter how much tears it will brings out...i will still hold on.....LOVE her soo much!!! muackz!!

k guys...here's a lyrics of a song dat i like...been searcing for this song since last 2 yrs..but then i onlie noe how to sing but dunnoe wats d name of d song. finally found it yesterdae...fucking nice....

UG14

Bunga Larangan

Sekuntum bunga larangan

Tidak tercapai tangan

Haruman bunga semalam

Terlerai sudah

Inginku memilikimu

Duri yang bisa menghalangnya

Inginku menyayangimu

Sayangku insan tak punya apa

Aku musafir hina

Kini terluka di taman cinta

Engkau yang aku sayang

Bunga larangan

Sudah suratan takdir

TuhanMekarmu sayang di jambangan orang

Terpaksa kau kutinggalkan

Dalam sejarah cinta

Tinggallah bunga tersayang

Dalam kenangan

Engkaulah bunga larangan

2006-04-26T05:05:00.000-07:00

k...back to update again.....haiz...im not in d fucking mood....juz now mit my gal...its been so long since i last saw her....d last time i mit her is last friday....haiz...miss her alot sey....having fun wif her juz now...but then....went tit is time to go home....d mood started to change..i felt so sad n i wanted to cry but i cant cry infront of her...doesnt look manly..so trying my best to hold my crying. i feel so sad because we gonna miss each other again because we cant contact each other. everynite i feel so lonely and how i wish she had a phone so that we can contact each other and tok wif one another every nite...

haiz..so sad....ou wells...this is life..juz have to b patience...cant wait for saturday...get to mit her again...yeah!!! love u so much dear...muackz!

2006-04-25T20:37:00.000-07:00

time for another update.....guess wad?! i pierce my ear again....haha!! ou well...i just think that piercing my ear would match wif my emo hair....its looks cool. so pierce lah...haha!! den im also thinking of piercing my lips....its gonna b so cool..n it totally match wif my emo hair...haha!! hmm....any1 hu is expert in piercing lips can help me do? wanna save money ar...go shop expensive...hehe!! any1 noes how plz do tag me....

kk..i gtg now...gng out miting my gal......i'll put some pictures of me when im done wif my lips piercing..

2006-04-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

its time to update update update...haha!!

kk.....todae stayed at home till 6 pm....den after dat went to raffles place...mit sid at george workplace...coffee bean..hehe!! go der always get free drink and cake...mcm kedai george g2...haha!! den at 7.30, we dcided to leave d place as george finish working n went to lau pa sat...dats my first time sey go der...hehe!! den went to eat satay...woohoo!!! long time since i last ate satay....den we eat other things also lah....eat,talk2 n smoke....ou well...dat wats we 3 always do when slacking at coffeeshop...haha!! den at 10 we all dcided to go home coz george cant b home late bcoz got church tml...haha!! george..fuck d church lah....he always said fuck d mosque when everytime i said i wanna go mosque to pray...now my turn to say it back to him..haha!!
now im at home updating my blog n waiting for my gal to call...but i guess she's nt calling tonite...guess she's too tired n sleep readi....haf a nit slp dear....dream bout me eh..haha!!

tml must wake up at 6...coz got soccer tournament at PA at upper thomson road....i juz hope tml im on form....gonna use every skill i got....wanna showcase my skill man...haha!! den after d tournament need to b home n help my aunt do her mp3..she's coming tml afternoon...den at nite..gng out again bcoz got jam....finally i get d drumming for promise by matchbook romance...but nt yet perfect...juz see lah how tml goes...

haiz...miss my gal sey....padahal smlm aru mit..hehe!! love u so much gal.....muackz! hope to see u soon......

love her soo much...isnt she's cute? hehe!! :P

2006-04-16T01:41:00.000-07:00

yea....tml skul starts...cant wait to start my yr 2!!! hehe!! im bored roting at home dis holidae....haha!! been waiting for d skul starts for a very long time..haha!! neway....d class roster is out...n ders 5 malay students from my class including me...2 gals..3 boys...hope dey all power2 ar....haha!! den one of my x classmate will b in my class again..haha!! at least nt all d student is a stranger to me..waahaha!! tml will b a day where i'll start making new friends again..hope ders no nerd ar in my class...semue cool student...hehe!! neway....every wednesday, i dun haf class...so ders no need to cum to skul every wednesday....wee!!! bole lah i wake up late...hehe!!

kk..i gtg now....got jamming....bye2

2006-04-15T22:43:00.000-07:00

cant wait for dis gig....conferm power....band power2 performing....haha!! any1 wanna join me? tag me or msn me...haha!! weee!!!.......

2006-04-13T08:23:00.000-07:00

last tuesdae, i went to mit my gal in d afternoon...miss her so much...it's been one week since i last mit her....so..i was very happy to see her dat dae....eventhough we only mit for arnd 3 hrs...im very happy wif it..at least i got to mit her....den after dat i went home....arnd 9 pm, hasrol..my childhood fren call me and ask me whether wanna go fishing at punggol n thon der....i agreed to it as it's been so long since i last fishing..i've nt been fishing for more than 6 mnths...so we all ride our bike to d destinantion..had alot of fun der...long time since i thon wif dem...we slack n fish der....den at 4 am...i n another 2 more frens ride our bike to a coffeeshop as we all dcided to buy kopi n teh...den on d way back...we were stopped by a police car...damn! i nvr bring my IC dat time...den when dey stopped us..i was smoking...i keep on smoking eventhough i was screen...haha!! heck care ar!!! g mampos ar....guess wad? d first thing he ask me is wats my age...haha!! den i proudly says im 19..waahaha!! nabei...he think im underaged or wat....fuck u ar!!! haha!!! den my other 2 frens were like so scared like dat....dey were so scared when d police stopped us...den i tell dem juz chill ar....dey only ask ur IC n ur hp....haha!! n dat time...i didnt carry my IC n hp...waahaha!! den after dat dey went off....so we all went back to our fishing spot.....so we juz slack until 8 am....we all cycle back slowly as we all were tired n sleepy...i reach home at 9...n i went straight to bed till 7.30 pm..haha!! fucking long sia i slp...haha!!

let's skip to today ar....hmm....todae i woke up at 11....den watch tv. after dat...at 2.30, i went out n mit my gal....so happy...hehe!! love her soo much!! after gng out wif her n sending her home....i went straight to east coast coz my x sec classmate having a bbq pit...more than half of d class came down...its been 2 yrs since i last saw most of dem. some wif changes while some..still look d same like last time. had fun der....den by 10.30...i n my fren dcided to go home....n im lucky coz my fren parents wanna sent us home..hehe!! free transport...wee!!! hehe!! nk free jek...haha!!

kk....i think i stop here...coz im tired of typing..n im having a headache....argh!!!

2006-04-09T02:32:00.000-07:00

guess wad? for these two days, i've been sitting at home and rotting....very rare to see me sit at home during weekends. usuali..i wud b out on both sunday and saturday....haha!! but its damn bored sey sit at home....dis wud b my lst time sitting at home for two straight weekend days. haha!!

actuali yesterdae ade jam..but den last min...cancel because khai kluar ngan mak die plak...haha...anak mak...waahaha!! buat penat je aku tangkap lagu first date same girl on queen street....siakz! haha!! but den after dat...hanis...gay partner aku(siol! kau ingat aku gay pe...panggil i u nie semue..hahak!! actuali kite dua jk jek...) ade call aku ajak lepak ngan sufi n edika...tapi im so fucking lazy plak nk g siap..so tk kluar ar...den complain boring..hahak!!

neway...tml im gng to skul to teach d yr 1 how to use lappy n wadsoever ar...haha!! mampos ar.ajar je asal bole...nk dapat point nye pasal...terpakse tolong ajar..waahaha!! tml im gng to see my new skul for d first time...n gng to see all d freshman...waahaha!!! bole lah kenal2 ngan bdk baru sebelom bukak skola...haha!! dun worry dear....im nt gng to chase gal eh....u're my only one k..haha!! :)

k..till now ar....tml mayb i'll update on d event tml...

2006-04-05T00:32:00.000-07:00

its been so long since i last online....been bz for d past few days...no time to go online....

first thing first...ppl....plz do not msg me on my hp coz my hp cant receive msg as i had no balance in my account...haha!! totally 0...haha!!! so..those who msg me but i didnt reply or call back, im reali sorie coz i nvr get ur msgs...so...those hu wanna get in contact wif me, juz call my home...63865373...

hmm....on mondae i went to esplanade...miss dat place...so long nvr go der..so...on mondae, i dcided to go der...den both of us juz slack der as both of us dunnoe where to go...hahakz!! so..ez to sae...wat i did dat dae is juz went to esplanade at 4...it was raining..so..ders nothing much to do der..so..by 6 plus...we dcided to go home...went to take bus 147....it was fucking cold in der...nie die nye pasal lah nk naik bus sgt..hahakz!!...but okie jugak ar...dapat cuddle each other...waahaha!!! she sent me till my bus stop...den she took bus 74 n went home.....

hmm...yesterdae..we mit again..she wanted to mit..so mit lah...mit at my bus stop at 2.45...as usual...im d one hu will b waiting..haha!!! den we dcided to go hougang mall...saje2 je....jalan2..nothing better to do....we slack der till 6 plus..den dcided to go home...haha!! totally bored as nothing to do der..hujan lebat lagi..haiz...everyday hujan jek...so...we took bus 74 from d interchange...i sent her till her bus stop....den...we went to the opposite side n wait for my bus to come....guess wad...waited for d bus for almost 30 mins..fucking long sey....but good lah..at least we get to hug longer........waahaha!!!

kk...aku malas ar nk tulis lagi....haiz...im gonna miss her...she will be gone for 3 days coz of camp....haiz....

sayang!! i ngah ADIDAS nie...haha!!!...i miss u....love u!!! njoi urself der....cant wait for ur return....

2006-03-27T10:43:00.000-08:00

gez wad..its 3 am in d morning n i still up as usual....haiz..was waiting for sumone to go online..hoping she wud b online but i guess nt....yesterdae she tell me to msg her todae..but then..damn! i cant msg her bcoz my prepaid low...totally fucking suay...haiz...

k..lets see wat will i b doing todae...i guess i will wake up at 10 as i had my circuit revision at 12.30...damn! i left wif 2 more days before my TP....wah!! im fucking nervous sey...hope i pass it..den i'll get my license and bike....den after my RC, im gng to suntec wif sid..find job man...still hasnt find any job..haha!! den after dat...we two gng straight to tamp bcoz we had our floorball training...juz now nvr go coz both of us too tired...haha!! so later..die2 must go...hehe!!

klah....i think i wanna go smoke ar...so..till now....fucking off....

2006-03-26T09:38:00.000-08:00

hmm...lets see wat did i do todae...well....i stayed at home till 5.30...watch tv dats all...den at 5.30..went out to CT hall to jam....standard..every sunday is jamming time...we played quite a lot of song....we played cover and also original songs...we had 5 original songs but only one had almost done...very nice song...d song is call just for u...if i get d chance to record it..i let u all listen to it...totally nice song....we planning to do 7 original songs in an album...but dunnoe when will it b finished...its nt ez to make a song...but ou well...i hope by end of dis yr..we will b able to make an album..haha!!

haiz..damn...im so fucking bored now...i miss her sey...sumore she's nt online..haiz...nawa!! y nt online???? haha!! klah...till now ar...fucking off...

2006-03-24T10:46:00.000-08:00

haiz.....im feeling so down.....totally down.....feel like juz end my life now n leaving my love, life n family.

i guess u all wanna noe y rite.....well...ez to sae its bout love....haiz....love dis sumone....but den its juz like my effort is not enuff to win her heart.....im totally in no mood n im fucking lazy to write nemore....till now..fucking off.....

2006-03-23T09:33:00.000-08:00

okie.....wat did i did today huh?...hmm..nothing much.....stayed at home d whole day....as usual..woke up late.....den after bathing n so on...went online.....was fucking bored...dunnoe wat to do. neway...i dunnoe y but today im in jiwangz mood...listen to jiwangz...n den i started to love kapilla song....merindu tanpa kata....memorise d lyrics n keep playing it over n over again...addicted to it..haha!! nice song man...those who nvr heard dis song..i recommend u all to hear it....d song is kind sad...reali sad for d guy...cozd gal says dat he's onlie juz like a normal fren..nt more den dat...haiz...pity him...haha!!!kk...this is the lyrics for d song...

Merindu tanpa kata-Kapilla
Dikaulah yang ku sayang
Dikaulah yang ku rindu
Segenap ruangku terbayang
Wajahmu di ingatan

Harumnya harum cinta
Semadi dalam jiwa
Mengapa aku yang terasa
Merindu tanpa kata

Ku puja bunga larangan
Kuntum-kuntum yang berseri
Kelopak gugurnya berderai
Sungguh ku pilu
Pilu di hati
Cintaku semai sudah berbunga
Takku miliki

Sampai hati engkau khianati
Rasa cinta berubah dusta
Tak sedikit kau rasa berdosa
Sedangkan ku pedih luka
Dihiris sembilu bisa
Katamu ku hanya
Teman biasa

2006-03-22T07:12:00.000-08:00

ok...back to continue updating...haiz..when i update alreadi...still got ppl comment dat dats all u update. cant dey wait....im tired alreadi juz now...so lazy to update...

kk...lets get started....hmm where shud i start....lets see....how bout dis...lets talk about 10 march...haha!! i noe dats alreadi past so long ago...but i juz wanna share wif u all the wonderful memories......dat dae, dat is 10 march...my bro,Sid, call me at 12 am n wish me happy burfdae...he was d first person to wish me....Love u bro...haha!!kk...we're nt gay k...we're blood brothers. den after wishing me, he said dat dae he wanted to see me at orchard MRT station at 2pm....he said he's coming alone but i noe dat his gf wud b der. so, at 2 i was at orchard MRT station waiting for him...den he came wif his gal...i was correct huh...haha!!! so we all slacked outside d station..den 25 mins later....i saw ash n dee....i was shocked...wat a coincidence. but then i started to suspect something....as i saw dat ash was carrying a box..n not a normal box..it was a cake box. so...sid has planned to make a surprise party....i tot dats all wud b coming,..but then there is others otw too...damn...my bro backstabbed me..haha!!! anand, vishal n yuva came 30 mins later. den we all dcided to go far east Mc...so we seat der at cut d cake...n guess wad happen..Sid took the cake n put on my face....damn....i had to walk all d way to the toilet..ppl were looking at me as i passed by dem. after washing up....i went back to Mc..n i tot dats all...but then after eating. dey all drag me out of the place n went to a cargo lift inside d shopping centre..n dey all start wacking....its fucking pain...i was shouting in pain....haha!! hmm..lets see..if im able to upload d vids n pix....neway...after dat..we went to play pool n went to eat at raffles place..den after dat..we all went home...my whole body was aching n i had bruises all over....neway...i juz wanna sae thnx to all of dem hu came dat day...im reali thankful n happy...hehe!!

here are d pictures taken dat dae...sorie..it seems dat i cant upload d vids...got prob wif d web..

kk...lets continue..wat did i do todae...hmmnothing interesting..hehe!! woke up at 1pm..hehe!! fucking tired..ysterdae had floorball training n slpt at 2...hehe! hmm...mostly..i spent my day doin my blog...den at 9.30 went to watch teman anugerahku...haha!! i like d show..coz my name is in der...hehe!!! wee!!!...kk...till now..fucking off....

2006-03-22T02:17:00.000-08:00

im finally back in action....haha!! after so long MIA...hehe!!!

kk.....i finally updated my blog....this was also due to my adik angkat...she ask me to update my blog....so for her sake....update lah for her....if u see dis, dun forget to thank me k....haha!!!

k...ders alot of things happening....im lazy to write any of it anyway..haha!!! okie..im fucking tired after changing my blog...n im lazy to write anymore....so...i'll continue updating tonite....

till now...fucking off....

2006-01-22T00:05:00.000-08:00

haiz...no matter how much u hate d person, if u love d person so much...u still love dat person no matter how much dey haf hurt u....

dis is wat im feeling rite now...i do feel very hurt and hate her after she left me...but den, i love her too much dat till now....i still love her....if i ever get another chance to get back wif her, i will do everything to make her happy. if she does want to come back to me....i will always welcome her...i will always wait for the day that she will return to my arm...how i wish dat day will come...haiz....no matter how much she has hurt my heart....i still love her n longing for her to come back to me...

nvr love sumone dat much before....if onlie she knew how i feel rite now.....

till now...
fucking off....

2006-01-18T06:02:00.000-08:00

today had alot of fun seh....i laugh alot oso todae...criusly...alot to d max..waahaha!!! went to skool in the morning...n i wasnt late..waahaha!!! den at 2, i n my frenz cabot skool...i got a reason for it...todae's problem is fucking hard...i dun understand a single fucking things..waahaha!!! den we all went to our slacking place....at redhill new flats. dis time, we never went to the 30th floor...dis time we went to 25th floor due to ceratin reason ar..ders onlie 3 of us der...so we smoke n played card until 4 plus. den at 4, jasbir mit us at d place...den we all dcided to go play pool at lucky plaza. our standard place...waahaha!! melvin too mit us but at lucky plaza. so d five of us went der and play pool. had alot of fun seh....todae im abit high and keep on laughing..waahaha!! not onlie dat, i oso went to disturb ppl dat i didnt noe..waahaha!! totaly went crazy todae...waahaha!!! i went to beat george for fun..waahaha!!! but den, i beat him wif my full strength..waahaha!! george..sorie if it is so fucking painful..waahaha!! so..we played pool from 5.30 till 7.30. i improved alot in pool. guess wad? i won jasbir seh..he's fucking pro..n i won him. waahaha!!! den i oso won george. i finish d game while he still left wif 6 balls...wahahaha!!! kental seh george..waahaha!!! i lost to melvin and i lost to sid too...haiz...fucking black ball dun want to go in seh...fuck! waahaha!! den after playing pool, we all dcided to go home...so...we all walk to somerset station...while walking, suddenly der was a heavy downpour...so we all ran like mad ppl...running at town like crazy dicks....waahaha!!! by the time we reached d station, we all were totally soaked. waahaha!! but den we all juz board the train as though we're not wet....waahaha!! step muke slumber je...waahaha!!! den at cthall, we all seperated n went our own way....

hmm....do my new laughter is reali dat kiut? waahaha!! ou well..i dunnoe..but ppl keep saying its kiut..waahaha!!! neway, thnx for the compliment... waahaha!!! not only dat, one thing im very curious. ppl keep looking at me seh...den i ask sid y dey keep looking at me. den he say bcoz of my hair...waahaha!! now my hair is fucking emo..totally emo...but it looks reali cool..i like it...waahaha!! klah..im tired of typing alreadi...till now...
fucking off....

2006-01-16T09:00:00.000-08:00

yeah! tml no skool..waahaha!!juz now oso i didnt go to skool bcoz my skool having a holidae fot two days. dis is bcoz of d open house. waahaha!!! ders not much i did todae....went online in the morning...den at 1, i dcided to went out...went somewhere first to settle something. den after dat when walk2...todae i was very slack...wear so slack...but den so strange...gals stare n look at me when i pass by dem...ou well...juz so strange. waahaha!!! after tired of walking, den i went home at 5.30 pm. actuali...i criusly dunnoe wat to update about for todae...waahaha!! my day was kinda boring....hahakz!!

wat i will b doing tml...haiz...d only thing i noe is dat im gng for werk interview...dats all d plan dat i haf for tml...waahaha!!!

haiz...wat m i feeling rite now????? haiz....
firstly...y do i miss her..y her...suddenly, i think bout her...thinking bout her reali makes me to tears...y do i think bout her????haiz....
not only dat...my life is now in a mess...im oso in a confusion bcoz...i dunnoe whether wanna go on in a relationship bcoz im afraid things will happen again n i dun want to b hurt nemore.....
haiz....actuali ders alot more problems...cant make my choice...haiz.....

klah..till now....
fucking off....

2006-01-15T03:55:00.000-08:00

let me show u my idol dude....he's matt tuck from bullet for my valentine. he's totally fucking cool.....

im changing to metalcore man....i oso starting to play guitar back....getting an electric guitar soon....damn! i wanna a warlock guitar...deir frame is fucking nice...haiz..when will i ever get dem...hmm....

these are some of the warlock guitars:

ok...dis is my fav guitar...if i got d money..i wud like to buy dis one..but i dun one it to b white lah..i want it to b red...totally fucking cool n nice...

till now....fucking off....

2006-01-12T09:35:00.000-08:00

today i came late for class...waahaha!! star karat babe...waahaha!! actuali ireach redhill at 8.15....den i and george waited for sid until 9+. he was fucking late sia....den we went to walk slowly to skool. when we reached skool, it was 9.25 by then. so..if we join the class at the time, it would be second break out by then. so we dcided not to go for first meeting as der is no point of gng coz we late n its already break time. so, we dcided to smoke at smoking point and then slack at canteen until 10.30 as our second meeting start at 10.30. so..i came to class at 10.30. my classmate was all smiling at me when i came into the class...waahaha!!! of coz lah...i always MIA...waahaha!! den i told the teacher dat i wake up late...waahaha!!! wat a big liar m i...waahaha!! for todae, i nvr cabot halfway...i stay in the class until the lesson ends.

then after skool, i, sid, george and vishal dcided to slack sumwhere but nt in the skool premises. so, we went to the flats that is opposite redhill station. it was a new flats and many of the houses is empty. so, we all dcided to go to level 30th. that id the highest floor. we went to pick a good spot and slack der. we smoke and play cards der. it was so fun as we can shout and laugh as loud as we want as der is no one live der. waahaha!!! so...we slack der from 5 pm till 8.30. had a lot of fun. we dcided to make dat place as our slacking place as der is no one to disturb us...waahaha!!! den at 8.30, we went to redhill station and slack for awhile. we smoke and chit chat. den by 9 pm, we all leave the place. dey all went home but as for me, i had to mit farhana, amalyna and luqman at cthall. actuali was to mit at 5+ but den i told dem dat i come late. so dey left first. den at 9.30, i reach cthall and dey all were at suntec. so i mit dem at suntec starbucks der. after miting dem, we went to esplanade and slack der. had alot of fun wif dem der. waahaha!! especially when we found out dat der was sluts on th place we sat. waahaha!! lucky it wasnt on my side and farhana. it was on luqman and amalyna side...waahaha!! den amalyna shouted shouting...waahaha!! it was funny seh..waahaha!! den amalyna ask her bf to check all the bags whether der is slut on it...waahaha!! very funny ar her reaction when she found out der is slut...waahaha!! den after noticing the slut, we all dcided to go back. it was 11.30 by then....so we all slowly walk to raffles mrt station...den at raffles mrt station, i took diff train as dey all went towards tamp while im taking the NS line. so..i went home alone..so pity..waahaha!!!

hmm...actuali todae i was supposed to call shazana bcoz shhe ask me to call. but then i came home late. and by the time i reach home, she went to sleep alreadi. sorie eh shazana i didnt call.....waahaha!! tml i call u k...cant promise u though....waahaha!!

klah..till now...im playing guitar actuali...but den ders dis person ask me to update. so to make her happy..i updated my blog for her lah....waahaha!!

2006-01-11T06:04:00.000-08:00

its time for me to update.....waahaha!!

ok...lets start from sunday. actuali sunday der was a gig n i was supposed to go. but then, it was raining the whole day...so, shazana n i dcided nt to go coz its raining heavily. i juz slack at home n tok on d fon jelah...waahaha!! n oso sleep lah....fucking nice weather to sleep man. as for my frenz, to dem, dat kind of weather is nice to fuck gals...waahaha!! my fren are all crazy fuckers. waahaha!!! so..ders nt much did i do on dat day.

den on monday, as usual, i went to skool. but then, i cabot halfway coz i got my motor prac dat day. so, had no choice but to chao. waahaha!!! den when i reach der, its closed. WTF! so, after dat i went to cthall wif hafiz. he wanted to collect his spec. his motherfucking rich. bought the spec for 300 bucks! WTH! better give me the money sia. waahaha!!! so...we juz slack after dat and tok bout gigs coz he wanna noe more bout moshing. waahaha!!! we also wash our eyes lah actuali. standard ar...hafiz...always look at gals...waahaha!!! den at 8+ we went home. when i reach home, i juz online for awhile. suddenly i received a call from nadia. so...we juz chat from 10+ till 1 am. waahaha!!!

on tuesday, was hari raya haji. but to me it was like a normal days. waahaha!! nothing so special bout it. i juz went to my grandparents house dat day. was quite boring seh....mendak giler. had nothing to do like dat...sianz! i went der to sleep...waahaha!! nice weather to sleep as it was raining...waahaha!!! den went home at 7. by the time i reach home, i juz bath n play wif my guitar. den, at 10 pm, i fell asleep coz im too tired. actuali i was supposed to call shazana coz she asked me to kol her. but den i fell asleep till morning. waahaha!! sorie eh shazana..waahaha!! penat ar...hahakz!! todae i will call u, dun worry...waaahaha!!!

hmm...wad did i do todae...hmmm....as usual..went to skool. den after skool, i had to rush to ssdc coz i had to do my PDL. den after den i rushed home n went punggol coz i had soccer trial todae. dis sunday i had to go again....haiz....i reach home at 9.30...waahaha!! im nt tired seh...waahaha!! need to kol shazana later...

2006-01-07T10:20:00.000-08:00

ok guys....i've change my blogskins again..waahaha!!! im juz to bored wif the old one...so dcided to make a new one....soon u will see i change it again...waahaha!! till now....

2006-01-07T03:36:00.000-08:00

ok...i noe its been long since i updated my blog.

hmm....its been 1 week since skool started and lots of things has happened this 1 week. lets xplain into detail day by day k...waahaha!!!

lets start on tuesday. well..it was my first day at skool and it was kinda boring coz i reali dun like going to skool..waahaha!! but 1 thing has changed in skool. now, everyone looked at me in skool coz i changed my hairstyle. everyone was staring at me when i step into the skool. people keep taking about my hair and some were telling me dat my hair is nice. waahaha!!! my hair is totally emo now...waahaha!! okok....lets continue wat happen on dat day. guess wad? on the first day of skool, we cabut halfway...waahaha!! me, sid n george were bored at class. so we dcided to cabot skool...so at first we dcidded to go for a movie. but then they was no interesting show. so we dcided to go town and play pool. so we played pool for 3 hrs der. had a lot of fun. waahaha!!! long time since i played pool...waahaha!! but then my touches still hasnt gone...waahaha!!! den after plying for 3 hrs, we dcided to go out and sit by the street. we see ppl walked n criticise them. as for me, i was looking at chicks.wahaha!! den until got dis one part, i saw dis two malay gals was walking infront of us....den u noe lah wat happen.....waahaha!!! at 8, we dcided to go home...so we all went on our seperate ways.

hmm...lets continue bout wad happen on wednesday. on wednesday, i went to skool. dis time i din't cabot halfway....i become a good boy for one day...waahaha!!! stayed at skool till 4pm....den after dat, i had to mit sumone at suntec to collect PDA. so, i ask sid to come along, so we left skool at 5.15 and reached suntec at 6. wasn't late coz im supposed to mit dat person at 6. so we met d person at starbucks. chat for awhile..den we left. i didn't want to go home early but then but sid has to go home early coz he has promise his friend to play soccer at 8. so we all dcided to take the shuttle bus to cthall. den at cthall, sid took the train but i didnt coz i wanna disturb my sis working. she was working at robinson raffles ct. so..went inside and disturb her. test some shirt as though im gonna buy it.waahaha!!! den at 10, i went to mit farhana and amalina at esplanade. we had alot of fun. den at 11.50, amalina dcided to went home. so she left first. den 15 mins later, i and farhana too dcided to leave coz we wanted to catch the last train. so we went to raffles place mrt station an we were lucky as we both didn't miss the last train. waaahaha!!! i was fucking tired when i reach home. so i went straight to sleep when i reach home.

d next day, i didnt went to skool coz i had RTT on dat day. i didnt fucking study for it...so i juz went der and took it.....i thot i wud fail bcoz i didnt even study for it. but i was wrong. to my surprise, i passed my RTT!! YEAH!!!! waahaha! fucking happy man. it seems it wudn't been long u will see me riding a bike...waahaha!!! im gonna b a racer....waahaha!!! den when i reach home, i went to sleep back coz im freaking sleepy and tired...waahaha!!!so..i didnt do much dat day coz im fucking tired..waahaha!!!

on friday, dat mean yesterdae, i went to class and stay through it the whole day. start changign into a good boi...waahaha!!! d problem was quite ez yesterdae...so der wasnt any problem solving it. den, after skool, i went to play soccer at skool. as usual, every friday is soccer time after skool. so we played soccer. and guess wad? i think i broke my toe. FUCK!! dat guy was lucky coz i didnt beat him. he kicked my leg and he didnt even sae sorry. WTF! he was very lucky man yesterdae i wasnt in the bad mood. if not, he wud b in hospital by now. even though my leg was in pain, it doesnt stop me from playing soccer. so we played soccer eventhough it was raining heavily. n i was very prod of my team when we won against the skool team...waahaha!!! we WON!!! waahaha!!! we played until 9.45 pm....and it was still raining. den we went to the toilet to get change. we were fucking crazy inside the toilet. i wore my brief only in the toilet and then george went to chase me to pull my brief down..waahaha!! but then he didnt manage coz i oso went to grab his balls. waahaha!!! we smoke inside the toilet oso...waahaha!!! den george started to climb and see me bath. WTF! is he gay..waahaha!!! no, he wasnt gay. we all were juz crazy yesterda we start shouting inside the toilet and so on. waahaha!!! had alot of fun seh....after dat, we dcided to slack at redhill mrt station till 11 pm...

dats all lah..for dis week....waahaha!!! till now...

fucking off......

2006-01-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

happy new year kepada yg hidop ataupon yg sudah mati....waahaha!!

its been a VERY FUCKING day for me....dun wanna to tok bout it coz it reali painful and it makes me so FUCKING pissed! regret myself for coming down.....

klah..i dun haf much to write actuali todae...juz wanna sae happy fucking new yr to all......so i think dats gonna b all for todae...

b4 i forget...i juz wanna sae thnx to taufiq n umie...thnx for coming down....thnx for asking me whether im okay or nt...im reali grateful for ur concern....eventhough we seldom met....both of u still shows concern....love both of u guys........wish u two all d best in ur relationship....

till now....
fucking off.....

~gender collisions gig~

2005-12-31T01:16:00.000-08:00

yesterdae went to beats merchant gig. i knew dis gig thru my fren yana. she told me bout it a few days ago....den i told her im nt sure whether i wanna go or nt.....so she says anything kol her...den my fren oso ask me to go bcoz he was d one organise d gig...but yesterdae too bad he wasnt at d counter...kalau tk bole masok free...hehe!!!

den yesterdae...i was still thinking whether to go or nt..fickle minded ar...finally i made my mind to go for d gig. at first was trying to contact farhana to ask her out for d gig oso..but cant get thru her....den i dcided to ask zaki to come along....

so...we mit at 4.30 n went off to d gig.....

from outside we cud see alot of ppl slacking outside...so..i noe dat its gonna be crowd n sumore d place is fucking small...when we went in..wow! d place was packed wif ppl....

den i started to get crazy n high...started moshing n headbanging..waahaha!!! mosh! mosh! mosh!wahahaha!! like crazy ppl.....headbanging giler2 until my head wanna fall off....now my neck is aching seh..waahaha!!

den make alot of new frenz....some ar crazy..n some ar cool....waahaha!! for e.g violet...she's crazy...n for ash...he's cool man.....waahaha!!!

had alot of fun n we start leaving d place at 11.15pm...freaking late alreadi...wahaha!!!

i was freaking tired n hungry in the train seh....when i reach home, d first thing i do is bath. den followed by pray...after pray den start to eat like a pig..waahaha!!!

but guess wad? i said i was tired rite. but im nt sleepy..wahaha!! so i slpt at 6.30 am......i was on d phone from 1.30 am till 6.30....waahaha!!! m i crazy or wat...waahaha!!!

klah...i think i write alot alreadi....till nxt time.....

fucking off......

~day @ home~

2005-12-29T04:44:00.000-08:00

stayed home d whole day....d whole day facing my lappy...waahaha! but den was fucking bz doin my blog skins.. den after tired of doing my blogskins, i dcided to do a collage of me for my lappy's wallpaper....its kinda nice n cool man...fucking nice...i like it alot. d picture are all grey scale n negative. so cool...den..after i reli satisfied with my wallpaper, i dcided to do something to my screensaver. i wanted to do something different where no one haf ever done it. guess wad did i do to my screensaver?.....now my screensaver is playing a musicvideoclip of cute w/o the e by taking back sunday...waahaha!! so cool......my lappy gonna play music if i nvr touch it for 1 minute...waahaha!!! kalau tetdo...conferm tersadar nye bile dgr lagu cute w/o the e....waahaha!!!

neway.....juz wanna tell u all guys dat waiting for someone special does reali hurt....but then bcoz she was reali sumone special dat i reali3 wish to share my life wif...i wudn't mind getting hurt.....
im gonna wait for her till the day i die.....

till now....fuckin off...

~updated my blog~

2005-12-29T00:43:00.000-08:00

finally i've updated my blog.....waahaha!! after so fucking long...i've finally change it.
ou well....i spent on doing dis blog for almost a day. start doing it from scratch. still not perfect...need some more adjustment. for now...i leave it dis way..coz im fucking tired of keep on mending it...waahaha....

klah..till now...

dun 4get to tag n comment on my blog...i noe its kinda sucks..but i did my best...:)

2005-12-14T07:34:00.000-08:00

ok....its been fucking long since i updated....during these period alot of things haf happen. some of dem is good while some are bad...

recently i had prob wif my family n oso wif my cayang...i almost wanted to kill myself coz i reali cant take it. i was like nobody nemore...but now..everything has been ok wif my family. we settle our prob...everything been good in d house. but den...haiz...bout my cayang..it hasn't end...i dunnoe how long will it take to settle. u all want to noe wats d prob huh? well its like dis...recently she told me she not sure bout her feeling. she doesn't noe whether she love me...haiz...i felt so down after hearing dat, till now..im still not ok...even though its like dat, i keep giving my love to her n try to win her heart. but sometimes, i think its no use. it feel sucks when u gif d person ur love but den she nvr reply ur love...haiz..... she was my strength in my life. now....she like didn't tok much to me..tok to me onli wanted somthing from me...other than dat, she doesn't even msn me...dun say msn...chat on d fon oso nvr. its been 1 wk since i last saw her n tok on d fon. i feel as though she dun even miz me...im like nobody to her nemore. every nite i slp fucking late bcoz thinking of her. guess wad time i slp...i slp at 5 am everyday. my eyes are getting swollen day by day. haiz....does she even miz me...i miz her so much seh...damn! im crying now....fuck lah! some of my fren told me im stubborn...dey say if she nt sure bout her feeling, juz leave her...but den i love her so much!! i dun wanna lose her.... i reali wanna to b wif her till i die...if onlie she noes d pain dat inside me.... cayang!!!!! i love u s0o much!!! plz dun eva leave me!!!!!! haiz....y always d gal which i love so much always had to do dis to me...has to hurt me.....why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope d past wont repeat again...if it does, den i will start like my past characteristic......god...i need ur help.....guyz..u all noe..everytime after pray, i pray to god dat my cayang will start loving me back....haiz.......

dis yr my christmas wish is juz want her to love me back..dats all i ask.....

cayang....if u read dis, i juz wanna sae dis to you dat i miz u....i miz ur kiss n hugs..i miz d way u hold my hand..i miz ur smile..i miz u saying i love u...i miz everything bout u.......i miz ur love most.....i reali miz ur love....haiz...
cayang...i love u s0o0 much!!!...muackz2!!!

till now.....

2005-09-20T02:05:00.000-07:00

wow!! it's been very very long since i last updated my blog.....hmm...let's see. 1 month and 20 days. wow!! dats long.....hahakz!! sorie guys....i've been pretty bz lately....hahakz!! step manenye bz je.... klah to tell u all d truth, im fucking lazy to update actually. but now, it seems i dun haf anthing better to do, so i dcided to updatelah. it's 2 am in d morning and im still not sleepy. haiz...im insomnia. everyday...i slept very early in d morning. i juz cant get myself to sleep early. oh well.....

ok...dis few weeks, there's a lot of things happening dat i myself cant quite remember all d incidence dat has happen. but den...dat is all in d past...so i dun care nemore....hahakz!! btw..last sundae i went to the music revolution gig. hmm.....wat can i say bout d gig is dat its under skins control...hahakz!! dey totally d one who control d gig....hahakz!! but den i haf d hell out of fun when fpm perform...dey're good. skank and mosh like hell....it's rather painful bcoz there's skins but i dun care...i juz wanna haf fun...hahakz!!! but after d gig, i was fuckin tired eventhough i dun only get into d crowd twice. cant wait for d next gig...i juz hoping dat d next gig will haf ska n skapunk......

todae is 20 sep.....one more day left and it will be 21. guess wad, it is my 7 mnth anniversary wif my cayang....gedebak gedebuk dah 7 bulan....haiz...love her soo much!! i juz hope dat our relationship will last forever until d day i die....

klah....i oso dunnoe wat else to write..till now...bye2!! : )

cayang.....i love u sooo much!! missin u so much too!! can't wait to mit u on d 21(tml).....

2005-08-01T10:58:00.000-07:00

im getting fucking lazy to update nowadays........hmm.......when did d last time i update?....
hmm........two weeks ago? juz 4get bout it.......
i've been fucking bz for these few days....as u all know im working and skooling now.......it's hard. i haf to reali do my time properly.....spent time wif my cayang, family n frenz.
neway.....im sick. its been 3 days i had fever. my mother ask me to go c doctor but im so stubborn i say no need. she was scared that i had dengue fever. i hope i will fully recovered by tml. yeah!!! tml miting my cayang......hahakz!!! missing her so much!!! wanna hug her n dun wanna let her go!!! hahakz!!! klah....im fucking lazy to update...till now.....

miz my cayang like crazee!!! love her so much!!! sayang u.......muackz!!

2005-07-21T23:11:00.000-07:00

Happy 5 mth anniversary to us!!!!(me n my cayang) hehe!!!!

for info to u all guys out der, 21st of every mth is our anniversary...hahakz!!
yesterdae we mit as todae my cayang not free bcoz she has floorball training. ya...yesterdae was fun....hehe!! slacking at esplanade library at first. guess wad i read der?! i ws reading seventeen magazines while my cayang looking at me reading it.....hahakz!!!
its fun though..hahakz!!! a guy reading a gal book..hahakz!!! tats funny seh.....

den at 7 plus, we decided to go waterfront as my cayang feels very cold inside the library. so we went der and slack till 10.30. huh?! u all want to noe wat we do der for so long huh? hahakz!!! sorie...its privacy....hahakz!!!!

now...im in class. so bored to d core....!!! haiz...i can't study seh todae....can't even spell properly. can't think of anything about study. i can onli think bout my cayang.......hehe!!! haiz....missing her soo much!!! klah..i gtg now....ciao...

(p.s happy 5 mth anniversary cayang!!!! hope tat our relationship will last till d end of time....sayang u!!!! love u sooo much!!!! muackz!!!)

2005-07-18T01:00:00.000-07:00

well...its been quite long since i update..ok let's start updating....

guess wad?! today i went malaysia wif my mum, my sis, my aunts...n also my cayang!!! hahakz!!! my mum yg suro i ajak die....i was shock seh.....could not believe she ask me to invite her to come along.....hehe!!! so yeah....we mit at kranji mrt station at 10.30 am. my cayang went der straight after her madrasah....n guess wad?! she was the first one to reach der..hahakz!!!! dis is sumthing not usually happen...hehe!!! i told her to wear tudong but den she don't wan....oh well...i dun mind....she always look beautiful in watever she's wearing...hehe!!!!

ya...so we went larkin....shopping..shopping..shopping.....den at 3.45 we decided to go back. so went back....den at singapore immigration...i split up wif my mum and aunts as i wanted to send my cayang back home....so my mum took 950 while i and my cayang took 160.

after sending her home, had to rush to werk...haiz.....fucking lazy to werk.....but den, i need money..so ders no choice. finish werk at 12 am....totally tired and sleepy.....haiz....

i tink i better go to sleep now...later my cayang scold if i sleep too late bcoz she ask me to sleep straight after coming back from werk...hehehe!!! Love her sOoO much!!! missing her alreadi seh.....Muackz!!!

2005-07-11T18:00:00.000-07:00

ok...today it was computing lesson. so it was all about maths. it seems today i do most of the work in my group. totally 90% was done by me.....but then i dun complaint to my other team members. today i was like so enthusiast in doing my work....hahakz!! dunnoe y lah..... but then it was maths....my fav. subject. so it was kinda fun....by 11.30....my group has finish our werk. at first i was planning to skip class at 12....but then i change my mind. buang mase kan kalau dah buat penat2 tapi tk present....nanti kene downgraded. so yeah...juz stay at skool n do d presentation....hahakz!!. do d presentation pon anyhow...juz smoke thru it...conferm korg tk paham kan wats dat mean...in my class we call dat as rembat je sebarang...hahakz!! but well....manage to do d presentation quite well....tats what i do in skool todaelah...boring eh? pathetic seh...not much fun in skool todae....

haiz.....missing my cayang so much!! bole jadi giler seh.....asik2 rindu. love her tOoO much. how i wish i cud mit her everydae...but then we live too far away frm each other. i live in hougang and she lives jurong.....hope to mit her asap.....missing her is driving me crazy....hehe!!

2005-07-10T14:00:00.000-07:00

hmm.......actuali i dunnoe wat to post lah...hahakz!!!

neway.....i juz got a call from my fren. guess wad was his intention calling me? he ask me to accompany him go queens! hahakz!! clubbing eh?! as u all noe me...aku mane lah ade pegi clubbing nie semue....hahakz!!! he said he treat me...he told me alot of time, but then i kept turning down his offer. i guess u all will ask y i kept turning down his treat to clubbing rite? d reason is because i will not go clubbing without my cayang....tats my reason. so ismail...sorilah eh...aku tk dapat teman kau g clubbing...

well...it seems today i will juz sit at home d whole day....anyway i was quite lazy to go out n im feelin tired. guess wad time i reached home yesterdae? 1.15 in d morning. hahakz!! totally crazy huh? oh well...tats me...kalau kluar mane lah balik siang. confirm tgh2 malam baru nk balik...hahakz!! nie baru gnie...nanti bile aku dah ade motor...confirm everytime balik 4 to 5 in d morning....hahakz!!!

klah...till now...update again later......

2005-07-06T23:20:00.000-07:00

wat a motherfucking day seh todae!!! damn!! im s0o motherfucking pissed!!! totalyy pissed!! everything seems not getting right seh todae....!!! argh!!! fuck off!!! my lappy dunnoe wat problem wif it now....it shows it connected to my home broadband......but it cannot go into internet...wat the fuck was tat??!!! i totally fed up wif it...n i threw it n it goes flipping into the sky...but lucky me..it dropped on my bed. im totally fucking pissed wif it..!! den juz now at skool, my team n i totally screwed up on our project...shit! confirm got a fucking D todae.....damn fuck!! now my mind is in a total mess......started to haf headache again....argh!!! can't sort the mess in my mind...fuck!!! so tats all for todae.....so im here fucking off!!!!!!

2005-07-01T12:47:00.000-07:00

im bored to d core now!!!! so....aku decided to blog lah....hahakz!! hmm....nak tulis ape eh?...aku pun tk tau sebenarnye.....

korg nk tgk kereta idaman aku?
nk eh?..ok aku tunjuk aku nye kereta idaman.

amcm? my front view of my cadillac....hahakz!! simple je.....tk yah nk so complicated.

korg nk tgk aku nye moto idaman plak?
mari aku tunjuk korg.....

ok tk? nie lah moto idaman aku......haiz....lawa seh!!!

ok...aku nie berangan btol lah....!!! hahakz!! angan2 abes..... step mane nye kaya je nk ade moto same kereta mcm gnie. aku pon mrepek btol lah.....mcm tkde bende lain nk update. ade tunjuk moto same kereta idaman aku plak... hmmm...
korg nk tgk isteri idaman aku?...hahakz!!!
tunggu aku tunjuk eh....hehe!!

i2 dia....... isteri idaman aku.....hehe!!! amcm lawa eh dia....haiz...sayang die!!!!!!

klah....aku blah dulu lah.....dah tk tau ape lagi nk type..hahakz!!!

2005-06-30T15:01:00.000-07:00

hahakz!!! hari nie aku cabot skola.....boring seh nk g skola. naik bosan everydae same routine.....aku tk tau same ade aku leh tahan tk ngan dis same routine for three years. niari aku kluar rumah mcm biase. kol 7.30 pagi tapi aku melencong...aku g jumpe member lama dulu....lepak ngan die kat town..hahakz!! gile eh aku. pagi2 lepak kat town....so we juz chillala kat town. den at 2 plak die kene keje. aiseyman..ape lagi kan aku sorang ah dok... aku pon malas nk balik umah, jadi aku jalan ar sorang2 kat town. pathetic eh... oh well...ape nk buat, tkde org sudi teman kan aku. jadi jln je lah sorang2 mcm org giler. hahakz!! guess wad? nie aku skarang pat town. hahakz!! dok kat mac, lpas tu pakai lah dorg nye broadband...hahakz!! free pe..tk yah bayar. jadi take d opportunities. hahakz!! kat cnie pon aku mcm org giler. chillala sorg2 kat mac n playing wif my laptop.....hahakz!! dah lah...aku pon dah tk tau ape nk type....

haiz....miz my cayang seh!!....... aru smlm jumpe, tapi aku dah rindu giler.......

klah...aku ciao dulu ar...eh bukan dulu....skarang jugak aku ciao......

2005-06-29T22:41:00.000-07:00

Argh!!!!!! fuck seh!!............ pening sak kepala...!! aku nk panadol!!! tapi mcm sial, rumah nie panadol dah abes......mcm siak ar!! kimak btol! byk btol lah problem.....bapak aku nie asik2 bising...... skarang pun ngah bising. die suro aku ajar adik aku.....mcm siak kan. adik aku tk mintak tolong ape2 tapi bapak aku nie sibuk2 plak. aku dah lupe semue pelajaran yg diajar oleh cikgu masa sec sch. mcm mane sak aku nk ajar kalau aku sendiri tk ingat. mampos!! haiz....nie ade lagi satu prob besar giler.!! pada aku dah cukop besar lah....ngah pikiran nie mcm mane nk selesaikan masalah tu......fuck lah!!! bingit sak asik2 pikir pasal masalah i2. dah lah aku pun dah pening giler nie...aku ciao dulu....samapai cnie je lah..... argh!!!

2005-06-24T01:50:00.000-07:00

ok....its been fucking long since i last updated dis blog...hahakz!! im totally so motherfucking lazy seh.....hahakz!!
let's start updating..haha!!
well....at first i change d blogskin to anti-flag....but den, damn!! i found out juni using d same blogskins. Fuck!! so....i decided to do create my own blogskins.....hehe!! i noe itz kinda sucks. but den u cannot blame me...coz its my first time doing my own blogskins...never done b4 seh. ya....it took me nearly 7 hrs of doing it.....totally put many effort on it....it tires me out...haiz...

neway...tml im meeting my cayang!!!!!!...weee!!!!!!!!!!! miz her lyke crazee!!!!!! juz can't wait for tml.....weeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!eh not tml...can't wait for 12 pm...coz now..itz 1 plus in d morning.... i can't slp!!!!! bcoz too excited seh.......hahakz!!

klah guys!....nxt time i update.....till now......so long and goodnight....eh now morning lah....hahakz!!

2005-05-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

Data-Permaisuri(my cayang)

Aku rela hidup dengan mu
Demi bahagia...
Hanya Tuhan bisa memisahkan kita

( korus )
Di jaga dan lena kukuntum kerinduanku
Untuk mempersembah sayang padamu
Keharuman bunga tak seharumnya cintaku
Istimewa untuk sunting jiwamu

Bermula pandang pertama
Kau utuskan senyum mesra
Aku ingin seribu tahun lagi
Bersamamu...

( 1 )
Kubinakan mu istana
Aku rendakan bahagia
Dengan niat suci
Kaulah permaisuri

( ulang korus )

( 2 )
Sambutlah cinta abadi
Genggam dan semat di hati
Manisnya asmara
Kekal selamanya

( ulang korus, 1, 2 )

(ps. haha!! another jiwang song...... tis another song for my cayang. love u sOo much n missing u like crazee now!!! muackz!!)

2005-05-08T08:26:00.000-07:00

Data-Nyanyian Rindu Buat Kekasih

Tiada yang lain yang ku cinta
Hanyalah padamu
Tiada yang lain yang ku rindu
Hanyalah dirimu
Dikaulah permata yang bersinar
Di kala ku kesepian

Tiada yang lain yang kumahu
Hanyalah kasihmu
Tiada yang lain yang kupuja
Hanyalah dirimu
Tak mungkin aku berpaling
Berpaling mencari yang lain
Tak mungkin aku biarkan kau merana

Aku cinta kepadamu sepenuh hati
Janganlah kau ragu kasih
Ragu padaku
Sejujur niatku niat bersama
Selama-lamanya
Janganlah kau pergi kasihPergi dariku

( korus )
Kunyanyikan lagu rindu
Buatmu kekasih
Ku baca puisi syahdu
Puisi kita...
Ku ingin kau di sampingku
Untuk sama-sama
Melayarkan bahtera cinta yang terbina
Oh! Kekasih... dengarkanlah
Bila aku tersiksa kaulah penawarnya
Bila kau terluka akulah penyembuhnya
Kita sama-sama sudah jatuh hati jatuh cinta...

( ulang korus )

Tiada yang lain yang ku cinta
Hanyalah padamu
Tiada yang lain yang ku rindu
Hanyalah dirimu
Dikaulah permata yang bersinar
Dikala ku kesepian

Tiada yang lain yang kumahu
Hanyalah kasihmu
Tiada yang lain yang kupuja
Hanyalah dirimu
Tak mungkin aku berpaling
Berpaling mencari yang lain
Tak mungkin aku biarkan kau merana...

(ps. ok tis song is so nice.....i like to dedicate tis song to my cayang.....haiz....im totally into jiwang these few daes...hehe!! i love my cayang sOo much!!!muackz!! haiz...now im missing her like crazee......reali hope she's beside me now.....haiz....so till now.... so long and goodnight.....)

2005-05-07T12:11:00.000-07:00

Dinamik-Antara Gadis

Antara gadis yang ku temui
Kau saja kini dalam renungan
Mungkin kerana dengan senyuman
Terpegun diriku ...

Ketika bayu mencium pipi
Suria pula terasa hati
Kerana dikau sungguh rupawan
Terpaku diriku ...

Mengapakah kau melangkah pergi
Ketika ku masih perlu
Menatap wajahmu kali akhir
Dan lantas menyelam rindu

Antara bebunga yang menyeri hidup
Kau jadi ratu
Antara delima yang menyinar lama
Kau berkilauan ...

(ps. cayang!!! i love u sOo much!!! thinking of u 24\7....i love u, i love u, i love u sOo much!!! muackz!!!)

2005-05-07T05:22:00.000-07:00

uhmm.....yesterdae had a great time. after skool, i met wif my cayang at redhill station at 4.50. actuali it was supposed to b at 4 but my cayang was late....uhmm...not late but very late. haha!! but den i dun mind. i dun mind waiting 4 my cayang......but if other ppl was late, i wud b angry but if her, i wud nt. haha!! we dun even noe where r we gng. we juz ride d train without knowing where to drop. den, she decided to drop at city hall. we went to esplanade library juz to take d air con.....haha!! when we feel cold inside there, then we went to d rooftop. we did a silly thing up there. actuali its my cayang whu start first. she took d wax inside my bag n put it on my hair.
she wanted to style my hair.....i njoi it though....haha!! d feeling was great when ppl styling n playing wif ur hair. she did a messy look.....it was reali messy as though i juz woke up frm my sleep. haha!! b4 tat, i took out my laptop n open songs so tat it wud nt b so silent.
after messing up my hair, we juz sat there n listen to song. n gez wad? we open all d jiwang songs.....oh gosh!! we r totally into jiwang these few daes...haha!! we juz sat there until 10.30...n it was reali late. both of us had to rush home. as for me, i told my mom i'll b home by 10 nut i was juz abt to leave d place at 10.30. so, i send my cayang to d city hall mrt station....after sending her, i quickly rush n took a cab home. so tats wat i did yeserae after skool...haha!
till nw...so long n goodnight....
(ps. cayang!!!! i love u sOo much!!!! thinking of u 24\7......Muackz!!!!!)

2005-05-03T00:59:00.000-07:00

on sundae, i went to xterme music 2 wif my cayang. d crowd is fucking boring.....quite bored at there. there's once i take a short nap...haha!! my cayang didn't notice tat. she was also sleepy tat dae bcoz she slept late even though i told her to slp early....she keeps yawning...lost count how much though....haha!! den on tat dae 2, i nearly got into a fight......totally pissed. but den my cayang stop me from getting into a fight. neway cayang....im so sorie to frightened u.

ok...lets stop talking abt bad things....lets talk abt good things. well...uhmm...on tat dae 2, i trick my cayang 2 times. haha!! we were at PS mac eating fries. den i take a fries n wanna feed her.....as she open her mouth, i pull it back n i ate it.....haha!! den again i trick her wif fries but tis time different technique. i put sauce on d fries n wanna feed her...when she open her mouth, i quickly rub it against her lips...haha!! den u noe lah wat happen....sauce on her lips...haha!! cayang....if u reading tis, im so sorie k.....sumtimes i seem to b playful. uhmm.....den at nite, as usual, i tend to b crazy at nite.....have such a fun n lovely time wif my cayang. den when it was time 4 me to go home, i was reali dun wanna let her go....n dun feel like gng home. until it was 11.40 pm den i let her go n quickly rush to catch 4 d last train....n guess wad, i made it on time 4 d last train...haha!! lucky me....

haiz....now im missing my cayang lyke crazee....juz 2 daes never saw each other but i miz her lyke crazee. thinking of her 24/7......cayang.....i love u sOoO much!!! Love u!!!!

till nw......so long n goodnight.......

2005-04-30T05:42:00.000-07:00

k lets start updating my blog.....
yesterdae night was fun. i went out wif my sister n my 4 couzin. we left home at 11.30 pm. den, we went to PS to watch a midnight show. we catch a movie called coach carter. the show is funi and motivational. it also teach us some lesson.....after the show, we went to walk2 at town....haha!!
actuali there's nothing..bcoz all d shop has closed. haha!! den we went for supper. we talked n talked at supper......at last, me n my sis reach home at 5 am in d morning. i was fuckin sleepy n tired.....by the time i reach my bed, i lie down n fell asleep. haha!! i woke up at 12.30 pm. i noe tat was late....haha!!
haiz....cayang!!!!! i miz u!!!!!! baru dua ari tk jumpe....da rindu seh. haiz...
cayang!!! juz wanna say i love u soOo much!!! muackz!!
till nw....so long n goodnight......

2005-04-26T22:30:00.000-07:00

ok...last sundae i had a great time wif my cayang.....it started lyke this. at first i was bored at home n then i decided to ask her out but then i dunno where to go n what to do.....bcoz my plan is to leave the house bcoz my dad at home.so she decide to go to esplanade....i said ok. at first we thought of gng to the rooftop but then we change our mind and went to the library...haha!! we grab a mag each n sat at a couch...totally comfy. there's one thing tat is nt right...we didn't read...haha!! my cayang was sleepy tat dae...so she take a short nap on my shoulder. d place was fucking cold n there's 1 thing tat i could sae bout my cayang hands. whenever she's in air-con room....her hands would b so cold. den we juz cuddled as both of us is cold.....when we could nt take it nemore....we decided to go to d rooftop. we talked n talked n talked till nite time.....when nite time....we were totally crazee. my cayang was d one whu start first...at last when we went home both our face was cramp bcoz smile n laugh too much......haha!! totally had fun.....

yesterdae was a fucking blardy hell 4 me...firstly, i woke up at 7...tat was late as i had to go to skool. i onli had 1 n half hour of sleep. totally sleepy yesterdae....could not open my eyes. den the whole dae till 9 pm i could nt contact wif my cayang bcoz yesterdae lecturer dun let us use msn n on our hp.....totally a fuckin lecturer. onli he set the rules lyke tat. then after skool, my fren ask me 2 play soccer. i fell down wif my chin hitting the ground in a match bcoz gt this fucking guy went to trip me while trying to tackle me. totally furious wif him. lucky i cool myself down if nt i pick a fight wif him. den i badly sprained my wrist when saving a ball. it was onli 2 metre away frm me but tat guy shoot as if he's 100 metre away....n as a keeper i had to stop the ball frm gng in. so i decided to dive n punch the ball. tats how i sprained my wrist.

todae my dae is doing juz fine...everything goes well. but then there's one thing......i miz my cayang sOoO much!!! i noe itz onli been 2 daes but then i reali2 miz her sOoO much!!!! cayang!!!! i miz u!!!!!

till nw....so long......... n goodnite.......

2005-04-22T04:34:00.000-07:00

ok...i noe itz been 1 week i have not update my blog. there's too many things happening these few days...so sorie...
k...recently i had a fight wif my father. i juz could not take it nemore.....totally hate him. fuck u dad!!! i reali2 hate him....if it wasn't 4 my sis n mom, i had left the house long ago......my mom was like so understanding. she doesn't care wat time i got home. to her if i cum back home it would b good enuff...she doesn't want me to b like the past. u noe rite...i had bad records in the past bcoz i ran frm home 2 time...haiz....thinking back tat daes,reali make me feel tat im totally stoopid. nw...i nvr talk to my father in d house or anywhere else....we dun even utter a word to each other. but then whu cares! i dun even want to talk wif him neway.....fuck off with him!!
nw....there's like so many ppl supporting me. my mom,sis n my relatives. nw i noe im nt alone. nt 4geting my cayang 2..... she reali care 4 me. im reali lucky 2 have a galfren like her.she's there to hear my problem but then sumtimes i feel very guilty bcoz make her wori bout my problem. so sorie cayang to make u wori. cayang...if u read this...i juz wanna sae tat i love u s0o0 much!!!!!!!! till nw.....so long n goodnight.....

2005-04-15T10:25:00.000-07:00

k..nw im at skool.....i had a computer lesson. haiz...itz fucking boring seh....tats y i post...haha!! i didnt listen to wat they teach....it can make me fall asleep seh......neway...cayang i miz u!! haiz...keep thinking of u. crius seh...smlm mcm tk nk lepaskan u........... k lah.... till nw.....so long n goodnight...

2005-04-14T12:05:00.000-07:00

k nw........everybodi shud have known tat i dislike reading bks.........but guess wad. im reading a bk nw.....haha!! totally weird huh?....i didnt believe myself tat im reading a bk. k ...wanna noe wat im reading?....im reading a novel titled night time is my time by mary higgins clark.
so..everybodi out there...i have change a bit...haha!!. i have started to like reading bks....haha!! till nw....so long n goodnight.....

2005-04-14T11:16:00.000-07:00

d time nw iz 11.15 am.......i juz woke up n im online......i slpt at 5 in dmorning n tat mean i onli slpt 4 5-6 hrs.....haha!!! ok....2dae im meeting my cayang!! haha!!! cant wait....haiz.....y the time is movin so slow....haha!!uhmm.... 2dae we goin to catch a movie...but den i still dinnoe wat movie to c.....so any suggestion?...haha!!neway....wanna tell u all tat liverpool gt thru to d semi....WOHOO!! haha!! i luv liverpool!!klah...till nw.....so long n goodnight.......

2005-04-13T23:50:00.000-07:00

ok....letz start bout wat i did 2dae....uhmm...i woke up at 10 den went online. den at 12 i wnet 2 bathe n change as im gng out....haha!! i wnt to funan first.....bcoz im collecting my pc card n router. after tat i walk2 at funan n looking at games......
after spending 1 hr at funan, i went to suntec. at suntec the first thing i do iz withdraw my whole pay 4 last month.....i took out 150 dollars...haha!! crazy huh? ok....nw theres one thing u will noe me frm here...im nt a thrifty person...haha!! i spend the whole 150 bucks in a day. haha!! i reali went shopping at suntec... i was carrying a handful of bags..haha!! u wan to noe wat i bought huh? no way im gonna tell u all.....itz a secret. if i tell u all...den my secret will all be out...haha!! neway....tml im gng out wif my cayang....haha!! finally we mit after 1 week.....i miz her so0o much!! cayang.....i miz u lyke crazee!! k lah....till nw.....so long n goodnight......

2005-04-13T11:42:00.000-07:00

whoa!! yesterday was a very tiring day.......yesterdae morning i woke up at 6.00 in d morning bcoz i had to go 2 skool. i had an orientation. i reached rp at 9 am n there was so many ppl in the foyer.....i thot new media student will b very little but then i noticed tat there was 130 new media student.....fucking many seh to me.... den they split us into 5 klasses n my klass onli had 20 ppl while the rest has 25...haha!! there was 5 malay student in my klass n i was the onli malay guy........haiz.....wat to do....haha!! but then yesterdae was pretty boring 4 me....not fun at all. den at 5 i went home.....i was fucking tired alreadi.....i played wif my notebk den at 10 i fell asleep......i think dat was d earliest time i ever sleep for this few month...haha!! k lah... till nw......so long n goodnight....

2005-04-12T01:30:00.000-07:00

haiz.... im fuckin bored nw!!! dunnoe wat to do online...haiz... i was so bored tat i went to ppl blog n tag dem....haha!! juz luv tagging silly things... itz fun seh...my cayang 2dae nt online seh....bcoz her comp broke down. haiz... bored seh.... if she online at least im nt bored. uhmm....i wrote this post also bcoz im bored...nuthing betta to do.neway... haha!! finally i had my own notebk!! it great man having a notebk... veri fun. d time i gt it... d first thing i do is put many2 song inside it. haha!!confirm later at skool i will nt listen to lecture...i on my notebk n listen to song....haha!! fuck!! hu cares bout study... im nt the study kind of ppl. join poly juz to njoi..haha!! klah... till nw..lazy to write long2. so long n goodnite....

2005-04-11T17:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae at first was a fuckin dae 4 me bcoz i dont quite know wat to do n i dont have d mood to do anything. in the evening i went 4 my prac lesson license....it was fun seh! i tried the simulator n it was lyke playing in an arcade but it was more d advance type...haha!! uhmm..mayb i shud go 2 arcade sumtime...long time never been there....haha!!

when reaching home...i change again as im gng 2 fishing....long time never been 2 fishing. i dont feel lyke gng bcoz not in d mood but den i had 2 bcoz i promise wak. at first it was quite mendak....but then we decided to do sumthin crazee n stoopid. haha!! mals ar nk type wat we did....den at 1.30 i reach home....siak ar mata ngantok siol......tk leh angkat....haha!!

upon reaching home i receive a call frm dunno whu telling me tat dey gng 2 send my notebk todae.......wat the fuck!!! nw i had 2 wait 4 it 2 cum.....at first i decided nt to fell asleep but then i fell asleep at 2.30 n nw i wrote this post, my eyes is still nt quite awake....haha!! fucked!! how long do i have 2 wait seh..........till nw...........so long n goodbye.....

2005-04-10T13:34:00.000-07:00

Fucked!!! this week gonna b a very buzy week 4 me.....Shit! todae im gng 4 my prac lesson later...then gng fishing. tmr morning come back n 4 sure when i reach home...im gonna sleep lyke a log..den on tuesdae,i had orientation at rp. Fuck!! juz hate orientation.haiz.... den on wed must wait 4 my laptop to arrive n i dunnoe wat time it arrive...sianz......but then, on thur i hope i can go out wif my cayang...plz hope tat she could go out tat dae. missing her toO much!! even though im buzy i will find time to spent wif her...on fridae i had computer lesson at rp...again gng to c rp! haiz...im gonna c much of rp frm nw!den sat i had class n on sundae i had to get injection n den mayb after tat go out wif my cayang n frens to celebrate her burfdae...den...d nxt dae is where d boring part begins! itz d opening of skool!! suckz!!.....till nw..sign off..

ScaRed Of loSing U.......CayAng!...

2005-04-07T00:00:00.000-07:00

haiz....the time showz 12 in d morning n im so strss rite nw.........argh!!!! God plz help me...!! nw im feelin veri scared.....scared of losing my love one......damn!! tears r trickling down my cheekz nw....y am i crying?....God plz help me...!! im reali scared.....im reali scared....im reali scared......i juz cant stp thinkin bout it!!! argh!!!

I mIz Ur SmiLe!!!

2005-04-05T16:10:00.000-07:00

haiz... onli one dae haven saw her but nw im mizsing her lyke crazee. i miz everything bout her nw......her herself,her smile,her laughter n many2 more..... haiz.....how i wish i could c her everydae. she's a veri special person 2 mi......i dun eva wanna lose her. i reali lyke our relationship to last as loOoOng as possible.........until the end of time.....

a message to u cayang:
cayang.....
in wadeva u do, i will supporting u
if u haf a problem, i will b there to help u
if u feelin down, i will b there to lend u my shoulder
in short to sae...i will always b there 4 u till the end of time.
cayang...
i luv u soOoO much n i miz u lyke crazee!!!
SyAzLiyaNa 4eva n eva n eva we'll b 2gether!